Dang, I'm bad at this.

haha. I suck at blogging. I was hoping to get good at this and do it pretty regularly but I should have known that was going to be a bust! Anyways, I wanted to use this to get stuff off my mind, vent, etc.

So I guess I will start over!

This is what's going on now. I just got another job! Yay for me! I will be running a weight loss program at Intel for eight weeks. I initially applied for a job with Comprehensive Club Management running one of their facilities around Portland doing Corporate Fitness. I am hoping that by the time this weight loss program ends that I will transition into that full time. I am super excited. I will be making more than I do at Nike (which is definitely good!) I can also keep working at Nike since it fit into my schedule. My seasonal status ends in July so hopefully after that passes and I full on get hired, I will be able to keep that as well! Gotta love discounts!

So on top of those two, I'm also looking into doing Wine Shop at Home. It's a wine tasting/wine club etc. type so that I can make a little extra money on the side. I would like to not be constantly struggling and going from paycheck to paycheck. I would really like to be able to start saving money up for emergencies, vacations, etc.

I feel like my life is starting to come together, slowly but surely. I'm not at my dream job (or salary for that matter) but I am working towards the right direction!!!

Other than that, I am working on some me things and some Alan and me things! We're taking this month (since we're roommate free, thank goodness!) to really work on some of our issues. I know we have a few but what couple doesn't! We've been together for two years and he can make me the happiest person and the craziest! But it's just those happy times that make it worth the struggles. I hope that things work out in the best situation possible. I love him with all my heart and I'm hoping that we can really get on the same page. I feel like we are now more than ever so that's always good!

There's not too much else going on with me other than work and Alan. I would like to have a life again though so I really need to get out there, start working out like I want to, and going out every now and again to have some fun! I'd like to get back to that completely happy, healthy self!

Wish me luck!